“Words and sentences are produced by the law of causation and are mutually conditioning,–they cannot express highest Reality. Moreover, in highest Reality there are no differentiations to be discriminated and there is nothing to be predicated in regard to it. Highest Reality is an exalted state of bliss, it is not a state [...]

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“We stop appreciating ourselves enough when we communicate. Our actual experiences are not in the least talkative. They could not express themselves even if they wanted to. For they lack the words to do so. When we have words for something we have already gone beyond it. In all speech [...]

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So I’m up here at the coffee shop, working, and one of the regular customers, the Colonel, comes up to counter. He’s an old retired military monster with a liver-spotted forehead poking through wisps of white hair. He asks me: “Air Force? Army? or Navy?”
Me: “What?”
Colonel: “Which one do you [...]

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“The greatest defeat, in anything, is to forget, and above all to forget what it is that has smashed you, and to let yourself be smashed without ever realizing how thoroughly devilish men can be. When our time is up, we people musn’t bear malice, but neither must we forget: we must tell [...]

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Holy shit…there’s absolutely nothing going on in this town. You can only sit around in coffee shops reading Nietzsche and murmuring for so long. And then you have to do something.
So I’ve been biking all over the city. Madly biking with all the energy of my youth behind me. I could [...]

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So I ran in to this kid at the park who said he believed in a “Rainbow Future.”
I just nodded.
I guess this gesture was interpreted as meaning that I wanted to hear his entire life history, because that’s what he told me. All of it. Even about his childhood nemesis who is trying [...]

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but unfortunately it is.
Thankfully I was able to take a good quick break at Overton Park, celebrate the holidays, etc. etc. The shitty side to it is I am not able to get fucked up enough to deal with my neighbors.
So before I started the mind numbing process of writing my 1099511627776th [...]

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